Thursday, April 8, 2010

i got fucked at 3 in the mornin.

I'm tensed. My heart is beating so fast that I can feel its pressure on my eyes. I'm not feeling sleepy. I've never prayed to God before the way I did today. All I wanted was to fall asleep. God never listened to my prayers. He never will. He thinks I'm cruel. And so am I.

I'm fucked. I never understood the value of a girl friend till 11.10 PM yesterday. Now I do. Please. I'm not desperate to find a girl friend. Read it again. I understood the value of one.

I wanna write a lot many things but running out of words. I don't know. I don't believe in God. I will never ever pray again. Not in my life.

Now the time is 3. 03 AM. Time to stop this shit. Bye!


சிவன். said...

Yup, Another Blogger from Kochi..!!!
Nooo Worries Maan..!!!
S**t Happens !!!

Aarti said...

Hmmmm:( Though I dont know whats worrying you , still its sad to hear something is disturbing you so much .I hope this pain shall go soon and God answers all your prayer :)

Urvashi said...

Hey...what happened..???

Have faith.. Things would be fine..!!

Take care Anoop.. :)


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