Monday, August 31, 2009

tHe OnLy tHiNg i pRaY...



The only thing I pray to GOD is to find her someone who loves her more than I do…

i WiSh iF...



I really wish if I were a X’ian! I would have been the happiest human being on the planet! I MEAN IT!

wHo tHe f*** iS sHe...?



When I tried to call her, she dint attend my call…
When I tried to mail her, she dint reply…
When I sent her a friend request, she rejected it…
When I wished her on her b’day, she dint bother to say thanks…
When I called her again, she changed her mobile number…
When I expected her msg on my bday, she dint even care to wish me…

Now, I learned to live without her…n I can boldly ask…
Who the f*** was she to me?

hOme sWeEt hOmE...



I’m home, after 4 months… I missed my parents, my niece, and almost everyone here. Home is always a home! We will never ever get to go to another place which will give us comfort like the way our home gives us.
I miss my blog on one side…but I got no choice. I don hav net at home n am lazy enough to go to a cafĂ© n check mails n stuffs…khe khe khe…

mY FiRsT fLiGhT... :D



I recently had my very first flight experience on August 29 2009, 06:45PM.
I had some butterflies fluttering inside my tummy during take-off. But it was fun. I enjoyed every bit of it. I jus had an hour or so to spend inside the flight, from Chennai to Kochi. I sometimes felt like, the flight is dead-still in the air…I felt it’s gonna fall down. OMG!
I wanted to take some pics but they asked me to switch my mobile off. I dint want to take any risk for I have seen Final Destination and Butterfly effect. Khe khe khe…

The only photos I took were of my boarding pass and the pre-caution msg…

My first Boarding Pass:


Inside the plane... ;) Jus a precaution message. :P

Sunday, August 30, 2009

tHe TrAiN i MiSsEd...

i reached the railway station minutes before the train departured...all i could do is jus to watch the train movin...away from me...

My train was at 8PM n i started from home at 7.10. i very well knew i m gonna miss the train. i was waitin for my frnd to come. He is always late. We asked the auto-driver to go fast but we were too lucky (:P) to get stuck at al the traffic signals :(

Luckily we reached the station, jus minutes before. Since the coach was S8, we had to walk...since it was Onam (festival in Kerala), they had some extra AC coaches n we had to walk too far... jus b4 we boarded the train, we thot we would jus check the list. we don usually do it though. We were literally shocked not to c mine or my frnds' name in the list. We had no idea what was happenin. Only then i checked the 'train' he had booked tickets for. My brave-frnd booked tickets for another train which was at 4'o clock in the evenin. WoW!

We had no choice but to watch my favorite train movin...n movin n moving... we would hav neva come across such a situation if he had sent me the tickets when we were in the offis. i had asked him too. But he was way too busy to send me the tickets.

One of the memorable moments in my life... one of the biggest blunders happened to me and my frnds... khe khe khe... But it was good in some way...i gotto come home by flight... My first Flight! ;)


Friday, August 28, 2009

i dO nOt muLTitASk..


People who multitask the most are the ones who are worst at it. They are easily distracted and less able to ignore irrelevant information than people who do less multitaskin. But the funny fact is the folks who are worst at multitasking are the ones doin it the most.

Is multitaskin causing them to be lousy at multitaskin, or is their lousiness at multitaskin causin them to be multitaskers? Khe khe khe...

But there is a science behind it and this is why lawyers or advertisers try to use irrelevant info to distract people to influence their decisions. And also multitaskin has already been blamed in some places for car-crashes, for the use of cell phones while driving..

BTW, i don multitask. Geniuses DON'T! :P

Thursday, August 27, 2009

fEw tHiNgS yOu wOuLd nEvA kNoW, iN yOuR LiFe...


There are many things that most of the people know. Also there some things that only few people know...
Guess what? There are again few things, only i know on the planet. Big Time Secrets! i bet, you would neva ever (not in this life) come to know abt it. n they are...

1. My Email /Security passwords
2. My ATM / Credit Card pin
3. My fake IDs

khe khe khe... ;) was that disgustin? :P

tHe pAiN..within...


i wrote, i said, i dreamt, i screamed, i cried, i fought and i waited...
without knowin it was jus an illusion...

by the time i realized, it was too late for me to set back :(

fReE yOuR mInD...


if we are supposed to learn from our mistakes, why are we so afraid to make a mistake?

if you knew that everyone you know was going to die 2moro, who would you visit today?

have u eva been with someone. said nothin, and walked away feelin like you jus had the best conversation eva?

why are you, you?

Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?

How old would you be if u dint know how old u r?

mY LoVe iS...


My love is...

when i look over the wall b4 i reach home to see my mom waitin for me at the door...
when i see my dad smiling when i bought him a new mobile...
the possessiveness i feel, when i see my best frnd's phone is on waitin...
the anger i show, when i hear she dint hav lunch even at 2 o'clock...
the happiness i feel, when i see 'those msgs' in my inbox...
when i love her to the core of my heart knowin she wil neva eva be mine...
the frustration i show, when i see my new mobile tumbling down the road...

My love is...just a chemical reaction heppenin in my brain!

Photo Credit: Leovdworp / Image

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

iF i hAd WiNgS...


i m always late to the offis
if i chose to go by a vehicle, i'm stuck in the traffic
if i chose to walk, i get tired in the hot sun
when i reach offis, i gotta wait for the lift
if i chose to take the stairs, i get tired walkin the whole 8 floors
same is the case when i return home...

i hav always wondered watchin the birds fly...i get jealous...

if i ever had wings....

pUt iS PuT...


We had ECE (Electronics & Communication Engg) lab in our 3rd year Engg classes. There were two in-charge for the lab. One Ma'am and a Sir. Two Dumb-fools! Am extremely sorry to acquaint them this way. They were my teachers, but they knew nothing :P

The lecturers seemed very strict about the lab classes. We had to write a write-up (small one though) about the experiment we were supposed to do, the tabular column and the circuit diagram. Above all that, we had to maintain a dress-code. Tucked-in Dark grey shirt, Dark-blue pants and black leather shoes. These were mandatory.

As it was our 2nd or 3rd lab session, we dint know that this dress-code thingy was a mandatory one. Some of us were wearin chappals and to add fuel, we dint tuck in our shirt too. i usually dint tuck in my shirt when i was in college. The Ma'am in-charge caught us and asked us to leave the lab. We dint hesitate to follow her command. But i appreciate her kindness for having called us back but with a warnin...

She came to Out-Standing fellas, stared at our chappals n said
PUT IS PUT. DONT PUT IT AGAIN!

We were like...WHAT?!?! We still laugh our ass off when we think about it. i hope you guys understood wat she really meant. khe khe khee...

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

gOd iS jEaLoUs...



Gos is jealous of my frndship! Otherwise he definitely would not make us to fight like this outa no reason.

Gods can be jealous too. Have u heard the story of Lord indra requesting Lord Vishnu to demolish King Mahabali? Lord Indra doesnt like Mahabali for he being so kind-hearted and helpful. Indra was terribly frightened about the fact tat someday people would go to Mahabali instead of goin to Lord Indra. Thats the story behind the very famous festival of Kerala, Onam! So, there is no special moral of this story but jus an info that Gods can be jealous too...

If people jus love each other without any problems or fights between them, then there is no reason for people to think of God. So, someday or the other, people would forget about God and stop worshipin him. It is the God who makes us fight. He is jealous of my love towards you. i love you more than anything under the Sun; i love my parents more than anythin above the Sun; there is no space for God (other than the space took by Sun itself :D) in between n so he is jealous. He wants me to fight with you for wateva reasons and pray to him.

n He Won! :(

oUt oF tHe bLuE...


"Can you call me tomorrow? Afternoon nobody will be there at home."
i saw this msg from my frnd in the yahoo messenger chattin window. i wanted to talk to her...but the only problem with me was that she was in Australia. She was not a foreigner though. We used to chat for hours n hours. i kinda loved chattin with her for she was a very good frnd of mine.

i used to tell her about the gal (i love) who i used to meet in the temple and stufs like that. i used to enjoy her possessiveness towards me when i say about other gals. It is always a great feelin to hav some1 who s possessive abt us.

i used to tell her all the stories about my neighbor n that i proposed her. She used to take it as a joke for some reason she strongly believed i dint hav the guts to propose a girl. i used to pray to God to make her accept my proposal. i knew i was good at heart (not outside though :|) but i dint if i deserved her love. The Australian used to get jealous when i used to say about my neighbor n one day the Australian said she loves me. i was startled! i couldnt believe her words. i knew she was serious when she said that. i liked her but neva loved her. It wasnt a big issue to start loving her for she was good at heart, nice and beautiful too...

But one my one side it was the girl who i loved, on the other side the girl who loves me and me in between sufferin from Moral-Dilemma, figurin out which one to choose...

Monday, August 24, 2009

mEaN wHeN yOu sAy iT...


I'm really Sorry!
Hey, i love you!
Thank you, dude!

We r very familiar with these words... we use it very often everyday. These can sometimes be called as fillers... to complete our sentence... yes, i usually do it.
i hardly get some work at offis...n when i do get, they squeeze the hell outa me. :| When they assign me some work, i used to say 'Thank You' without any hesitation n i don even mean a word when i say it. i usually curse them in my mind, to be very frank.

But these words can do wonders..i tell u..

i'll tel u a very small incident happened in my offis 2day. i went for lunch very soon 2day as there was some meeting that was supposed to happen in the cafeteria. i took my lunch n i was waitin for my frnds who used to accompany me.
we were havin food in a hurry...cuz we had to leave the cafe for the meeting.
SPLAASHH!!
i could see some beautiful design on my frnd's dress... some guy who was carryin his food to his place accidentally spilled it over my frnd's dress. He said sorry n left the scene. It took quite some time to wash it off. But the way she was treated when we went back was different from what we expected. They were kinda tryin to pullin her legs...it was a very embarrassin situation..

Was he really sorry for her?? Did he really mean when he said sorry??

when i say 'Sorry', 75% of the time, i DON'T mean it... khe khe khe...

mAgIc eYe...

i dono if anyone knows abt this Magic Eye thingy! but this is really interesting. I knew this 3D image technique long back, but only a few days back, while readin one of my frnd's blog (Americanising Desi), i got to know the name - Magic Eye!

i did search on this n i got some interesting picz.. i dono if everyone could see the 3D image. As Desi said, look beneath the surface... ;)

Just a note Desi: i'm not tryin to copy-paste from urs... but u know, i jus wanted to let my frnds know abt this... Hope u don mind! :D

If you would like to hav a look at the same, here it goes...


the 3D image hidden behind this is


You could also search in Google for more images. There is also a website related to this Magic Eye thing.

yOu cHoOsE yOu sUfFeR...



i was shocked when i heard the recorded voice of her's in his mobile phone. He recorded what they were talkin abt the affair we had. It was the only clue to prove we were in love. We (me and her) had planned not to disclose this to our parents for it could create lot of problems now. But we were cheated by someone whom i neva eva expected...

Frankly, He was in deep shit too. i also would hav done the same thing if i were in his position. But even then, i could hardly accept it. i believed him so much. i took a list of al my frnds who had chances of betrayin me...but neva i did take his name. i wont completely blame him but me.

i knew he was good, but al he did care was him alone. He played with my life straight. i could see it for he was sittin right beside me. When you choose some1 as ur frnd, you always gotta keep distance. u shud neva reveal critical-secrets to them. it could bring u harm any time. Becoming frnds happen jus-like-that. You cant sometimes choose them. But u always can choose ur BEST frnd. Sometimes whom u think ur best frnd is might not be ur best frnd...

This mite not be a good blog topic or a good description about what i really wanted to convey. But i hope u understood wat i really want to say....

There is no one in this whole universe whom you can trust blindly except ur SELF!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

fEw tHiNgS i wOuLdN't sAy aBt mYsElF...

i used to read in some magazines like 13 things a dentist wouldnt tell u... 13 things an Interior designer wont tell u....etc etc...

Similarly...
there are few things i would neva say abt myself... :D



n do NOT expect me to say that.. :P

Saturday, August 22, 2009

tHe pLeAsUrE pRiNcIpLe...

For the dream i had
i was so glad
of havin a job
somewhere on the globe... (:D)

the day seemed longer
yet i was stronger
"Please do not punish me now for what i hav sinned..." i pray
for the exam i was abt to write today...

i felt thirsty
when the questions seemed ghosty
i prayed again
without any complain...

i finished it late
and i did wait
to know wats my rate
to blame it on my fate...

Here, after 3 years
i say cheers
sittin in my office
havin no choice...

but now i feel...
it was no big deal...
to pass the exam...
so well, Damn!

PS:
The pleasure principle states that people seek pleasure and avoid pain, i.e., people seek to satisfy biological and psychological needs.

The reality principle is a psychoanalytic concept that compels one to defer instant gratification when necessary because of the obstacles of reality.

Friday, August 21, 2009

bE YoUrSeLf...



Think of your greatest talent. It may be singing, or dancing, or coding, or even speaking. Now imagine yourself in the center stage of a huge auditorium with 5000 people watching you. You are there to perform your talent. But the moment you start doing what you came to do, people start booing you. They talk very bad about your performance.

Now tell me, will you still perform the act of your choice or will you change your act for the applause from the crowd. The day you realize that you have the courage to stand by your choice of actions, you will be absolutely free!

aLtEr eGo...


i could feel his desires deep inside his mind when i look into his eyes... not his naked eyes, he wear spectacles... :P

i'm not supposed to say this...but i would surely do. Let him read this n correct his mistakes. Let him come to know people r readin abt his un-naturally-insane-self.

i hav been with him for almost lot many years, yet i hardly know him...i firstly dint know he even existed. Once i took him to my cousin's home. we were waitin for my bro to come. We were abt to go shoppin...i could see a small book lying on the table. but he noticed it well b4 i did. It was lookin really cute n small. Small means really small... somethin like we can keep it in our pocket :| He stole it :| i wanted to tell my bro, but i dint. i dint want to get embarrassed.

Years passed...still i could see his desire for wateva...livin or non-living...no one knows him betta...

i hav seen him lovin...
i hav seen him hatin...
i hav seen him shoutin at his frnds for no reason...
i hav seen him oglin...
i hav seen him stealin...
i hav seen him flirtin...
i hav seen him makin frnds...
i hav seen him chattin...
i hav seen him fightin...
i hav seen his desire for money...for luxury...
i hav seen him lovin his frnds to the core...
i hav seen him cryin when he fights with his best frnd...
i hav seen him strugglin to pay his bills...
i hav seen him...

i see him when i look into the mirror....
i still see him...
i always see him...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

kNoWn...bUt yEt a sTrAnGeR...


Almost 10 years back...

She was in a hurry...she had to catch the train to reach Pune on time. it was already late. She picked up her handbag and said started to the rikshaw which was waiting outside.

she had to travel almost 4 hours to reach Pune from Bombay. She rushed to the ticket counter to get the ticket. Luckily there wasn't much of Q'.



She boarded the train but somethin seemed odd. The train was vacant than usual. Did she board the wrong train? Kinda No...for she boarded a Shatabdi train n there was no General Compartment. But luckily it was goin via Pune. She don usually panic in any situation n so she did then too. She had enough money to pay the fine. She waited for the TTR to come so that she could get the tickets soon without makin this an issue.


TTR came to her and asked her the ticket. She had kept the money ready, which she knew he eventually would ask and the unobvious happened. He dint ask for the money, but her name. Thinkin it maybe for the records, she said her name. Then he wanted to know where she stayed. She went panicking. The train (at least her compartment) was vacant and the train would only stop at Pune railway station. But she knew she ought to control the situation, for he could make this worse (cuz she dint hav the reserved ticket) and the train had to pass thru many tunnels...

He insisted her to call her 'Uncle' n his intentions were very clear to her but she couldnt help it. He asked her address in Pune for which she gave the fake one. He went so defensive when she asked his name or any details about him. (Tat proves his experience in this 'area'). Luckily she was sittin in the TTR - seat itself n it was a separate-from-other-seats seat. He compelled her to sit in some other seat cuz this was near the door. She kept on talkin with that guy n dint give a chance for him to talk. She stil wore a smile, yet panickin inside. She kept talkin for 4 hours continuously without even daring to go to the rest room.

Her most memorable moment this is. No girl could eva forget such an incident. i could feel the fear she had then for stil her voice shivers when she faced those moments when the train passed thru the tunnels stil talkin...

So, gals you be careful too... :)

Photo Credit: Kat Jackson / Image

Happy B'day...Gayatri...



2day is a very special day... for its my niece's bday!

Many Many Happy returns of the day Moluuuuuuuuuuu.... Love u really lots...
i'm really sad for not bein there for your 2nd bday...even i missed ur first bday...but stil m thr with you always...Kunjiiii...



This blog is jus to tell u tat, i do care for u, i do love u...even if i'm not there with u... sometimes in future u mite ask me if i really did care for u...n i hope this blog mite answer your question...i got tonnes to write abt u...but will really do after meetin u on this Onam.... its comin near...

i love u lotsss diiii... Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.... mis uuuuuu...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

PoLiT(r)iCS...


Parliament, Minister, Collector, MP etc are some of the words which come to our mind when we hear the word 'Politics'. But there is a betta place for it...your WORKPLACE that is. It happens everywhere. Recently, what happens in a Software company is, they recruit people for their projects, make them work, recognize them, relieve them, fire them (if needed or not :P).

So-Called-Politricks can happen in any of these phases, startin from hiring to firing. People around you mite seem loyal, kind and committed and ofcos, a good friend. but is he / she as loyal or wateva you think they would be? NO! They are not! Politics is a trick. It comes as a package - Selfishness, Ego and money. Its there within everyone in the organization, but what really matters is, when its being used :|

You might never know when you are being back stabbed, but only when you become a victim. Recently one of my friend X got an opportunity to go On-site in ABC project. X did all the preparations and necessary procedures to process the VISA. It was a shock when X came to know that the opportunity jus skipped her and went to person Y. The funny part is, Y is no where related to ABC project and is from XYZ project. We were kinda confused. Only l8r, we came to know that it was a filthy-game played by Y and the Project Manager of ABC project. Just for these morons being frnds doesnt mean that they can play straight with the other's career.

It Shucks, BIG time. Happened to me too, once. i learned a lesson. it had 4 chapters ;)
1. Listen, but do NOT complain
2. Do NOT choose sides
3. If all else fails, remove yourself from the situation :|
4. BE CAREFUL, for you could be next :P

Sorry for...Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead. It could be purely coincidental.

tHe 2-sYnDrOmE...


i saw tears rollin down from my mom's eyes, when the officer in the school said there was no vacant seats in Computer Science Dept. My mom knew tat i was so interested in Computer n i desperately wanted to learn it. tat was my first chance.
but the officer was kind enough to console my mom sayin he would definitely would give the seat if ther was any cancellation n asked me to join for Commerce n i did too. Fortunately when the skool opened, after the very first Commerce class, i was asked to go to a Computer Science division. Hmm..So this was my second chance...n the number s '2' :D

The funny thing is, my roll number was '2' over the course of my education, startin from 6th Std (i guess) to Engineerin.

Yet again, when i attended campus interview for a job, after the technical interview, the interviewer told me to leave cuz i was not selected for the time being cuz i dint perform well (for i dint answer 70% of the quests he asked :P). Hmm..i gav him a shake-hand (i dint want to, actually) n left the room. i was waitin outside for my frnds to come back when i saw the same guy came n called me, asked me to wait for the HR interview. So, its again '2'... :D

last but the most important....
i happened to see one pretty gal for a function help at my home. i served her some food. we exchanged smiles, you know. talked for a while n she left when the function was over. to be frank, i really liked her cuz she was very pretty, one of the prettiest gal in my locality... :D
Wishin her to see her again the next day (she was my neighbor), i came outa my house. i saw her standin outside the gate n we saw each other. i smiled n waved my hands. WHAT? She dint even bother. i was embarrassed so very much. i looked around to see if anyone noticed :|
Luckily no one was around... :D
On the same day, i went to the nearby temple in the evenin...i jus saw my frnds n i was talkin to them. Only then i noticed the-girl-next-door was there at the temple. i dint smile at her this time. i don like takin chances. :D Surprisingly, i saw another gal, exactly the same as the other along with her. OMG...they were twins... identical twins...my mouth dropped open...for i dint know which gal i liked... khe khe khe.... ;) that was embarrassingly-confusin situation. They were '2' in number again... :D

Eventually i proposed the gal which i liked/loved n she dint accept at first, but secondly she did indicate her consent... its again '2'

n so...my lucky number is 2.

Monday, August 17, 2009

wAy tOo wHaT? pErSoNaL?? o.O


My Life SuCkS! bIg tYm!
the name itself says My Life! do you mean to say, havin such a name for my blog, you want me write about Rocket Science or UFOs or C++ or about movies?? What??
Gimme a break, Guys...

If you guys feel offended, Pardon ME! m extremely sorry... :P

Sunday, August 16, 2009

jUs aNoThEr bLoG...



i couldnt help myself away from thinkin abt wats happenin... If anyonez hurtin somebody, they deserve to b punished...even if that 'any1' is good or bad, whosoeva it may be... tats the THUMB-RULE of nature!

Let us consider a situation...
You love a guy/gal.
You are being caught.
Parents not accepting.
They were peaceful at first but now started torturin, both mentally n physically.

if they love u, they would definitely be peaceful n they would try to understan ur situation. i guess so, not sure though :(

You SHOULD go with your lover then. Every one deserve to be punished if they hurt someone. One way or the other, every1 will end up suffering. earlier the better! If they (parents) loved you, they shud understan u n ur siuation. Living with the one you love is one n the best way of punishin those parents who torture their sons n daughters... Ofcoz they can advice you, but not torture. If you dint punish them, GOD will!

PS (for those kids): This blog is not to offend them (parents who love their kids) in any ways. So DO NOT HESITATE to love! :D
PS (for those parents): This blog is to offend you, ofcoz ;). If you feel your kid did a mistake loving someone, then leave your kids alone n let them suffer. Every mistake wil b punished. Let them get punished. Leaving your kids with the person they love is the biggest torture (or wateva u call them on earth) you can do to them. As i said earlier, Sooner the better! khe khe khe... (tat was a fiend of me :D)

THE VERDICT: If you love someone, go live with them. It can be sometimes YOU PUNISHING YOUR PARENTS or YOUR PARENTS PUNISHING YOU or BOTH... khe khe khe...
But one thing is for sure, tat you can live with the one you love ;)

Saturday, August 15, 2009

pReDiCtIoNs...


Some forecasts of the future are made with remarkable clarity. Others completely miss the mark, as this list... khe khe khe...

1. "Next Christmas the ipod will be dead, finished, gone, kaput." Sir Alan Sugar, 2005

2. "Nobody would eva need more than 640 kilobytes of memory on their personal computer." Bill Gates, 1981, allegedly

3. "TV wont last cuz ppl will soon get tired of staring at a plywood box every night"

4. "There will neva be a bigger plane built" Boeing Engineer, 1931, after the maiden flight of a 10-seater Boeing 247

5. "Spam will be solved" Bill Gates, 2004

6. "But what...is it good for" Engineer at the Advanced Computing Divisions of IBM, 1968, commenting on Microchip

Would you believe tat??? i think Bill Gates could again possibly make betta predictions... :P

1 KiLoMeTeR sPrInt & tHaNkS...


My offis time gets over by 7o'clock. i usually got to play table tennis with my frnds after offis hours. we were so very involved in the game. it was around 10o'clock when we finished the game. i had a very bad time. i jus won 3 games outa 8 we played. i don play good TT nowadays... but it doesn mean tat m a gr8 player... :P

i finished the game, took my bag n started to my room. my room is approx. 1KM far from my offis. i usually walk. i always hav my earphones plugged into my ears...n i jus walk...
when i reached home i was left with little energy even to take bath...i wanted to hav food also.

it was way too late when i realised tat i forgot my mobile in the offis. i left it in the cafeteria. i dint take it after playin. tat was soooo careless of me. MY 17,000 bucks!!! i recently bought the mobile on my bday...few days back. My parents will kill me if i tell them i lost it... i dint waste my time thinkin. i knew there was no use. i started runnin...i dint care f anythin else on the planet. i wanted my mobile back. All bad things came to my mind then...One of my frnd lost her gold bracelet in the offis in the afternoon.

i dint hav enuf patience to catch an autorikshaw n bargain. i reached the offis in 5-10 mins...all i had to offer myself was a sprint. i ran 1 fuckin kilometer...n the moment i reached the offis buildin, security guards stopped me. they said strangers (not with an employee ID card) were allowed to go inside the offis premises. Oops...i was wearin a mickey-mouse-boxer-shorts n a T-shirt. WTF! m i insane?? i was chokin!

i called my other frnds to check if they left offis. Luckily one one my frnds was in shift n he was avaliable. i asked him to check the cafeteria. In 5 mins, he came out of the building to return my mobile. It was one f the security guard who kept the mobile. i really thank him for bein so kind n loyal. its really hard to find some1 like tat. i dono his name...but i m really thankful for wat he did to me.

Thank you guys... Thanks very much!

JAI HIND!



CELEBRATING 63rd INDEPENDENCE DAY!

JAI HIND!!

Friday, August 14, 2009

SuDoKu...



i m supposed to be a SuDoKu freak! but now i found an easy way f solving the toughest SuDoKu puzzles... Guess wat? i ppst it in here, in my blog! Let others (who r more smarter than me) solve it... khe khe khe... ;)

Try this guys...

mEn: 1 yEaR; wOmEn: 6 mOnThS


Source: Times of India

[Pre Script: this is not a story of some1 whom i spied! i recently happened to read an article in 'Times Of India' newspaper when i was thinkin what would possibly my next topic to blog. i felt it interesting. i decided to write abt it. You can say i copy-pasted it. Not really it is but read-write! ;) :P Not many people read newspapers even though they read books or blogs or wateva! if you guys happened to have this or kinda similar posts in ur blog or some other blog, its mere coincidence! i cant help it!

Great Minds Think Alike!
^^
Say this 10 times in ur mind. it mite help :P]

i kinda got surprised knowin the fact. it mite be known to everyone, at least gurls, tat men do look at them. Not jus look, they ogle!
I jus googled it n i came to know that people also conducted studies among people. They (n their studies) hav found tat men spend an average of one year (or more i guess ;) ) of their lifetime ogling women. Approximately 43 minutes a day, staring n sizing up the fairer sex.

i searched for some pics of men ogling women to post it in here. i was surprised to see Barack Obama's picz in the list. David Beckham n some of the Indian Cricketers were also among them...
But why do men look at women? is it cuz f hormones?? or wanna c what they r wearing?
it could b cuz f many reasons... It is a mixture of admiration, curiosity and lust. But for that matter, not everyone can be blamed.

Gurls! Wait! Do not think tat only men ogle... :P
Studies hav proved that women spend more than 6 months of their lives sizing the men up... But i seriously think tat's wrong. They shud also b spendin almost the same amount f time... Nowadays gurls are on par with men...


Thursday, August 13, 2009

iS tHiS tRue???


i jus came across an image... i was wondering if this is really true.. :D

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

i jUst lOsT...


i jus lost a frnd of mine... Just now... not even a minute after that.. :|
She is not dead, she dint get married to anyone, she dint go abraod or she dint do anythin which eventually lead me to drop a frnd....

All she did is, she cancelled her ticket! u knew u wont eva (in this lifetime, sometimes) get such an opportunity as u got now.. i cant forgive tat... n yea blogin is one way f communication..

u haf fun! Lift, though...

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

A for apple... L for?



it has been a very tough day for me yet!
i could harldy see my frnds here in the offis... August 11 2009 - The day they would neva forget in their life. My frnds received an email yesterday (August 10th) asking them to come to offis very soon.. They really dint know the purpose of such an email. Though they had a very vague idea somethin-good was abt tp happen...
Their imaginations crossed the boundaries! They joined in our company on August 11 2008. They thought this shud be a get-together kinda!

But wat they heard when they reached offis was different from wat they thot it would be. They were asked to remain in their seats starting from 9 AM to 5 PM. They were not supposed to register their attendence (punch-in: the way we call it). i saw my frnds being at their desks with their systems off. i wondered wat!

One of them came to me n said 'Hi Anoop, Take care n Enjoy...for we wont meet from 2moro!'
WHAT?!? i was shocked! i dint understan wat was happenin around me.
i could see other's heads peepin outa their cubicle...one of them were cryin!

i could see some higher officials comin n taking one after another into a cabin. The moment they come out, they take their things n leave the building! Yes, they were laid off!
i hav heard f lay-off in many companies, but neva eva thot it would happen in my company...

One of my frnd who was workin for my project came n gave me a shake-hand n said 'Anoop, i had a great time with u..' OMG! i felt so sad..i dint know wat to tell him. he was still smiling. Almost 16 people in my team were fired! They were treated, i mean the way they take them to give their releaving letter, like hostages... as if they did some serious mistake. it was hard for everyone of us to see them leaving. We have to accept the facts. but the ugly thing is, they were fired on the day the completed 1 YEAR...

i once received a fwd email which said 'Do not love your company, for your company may stop loving u anytime' Well said tat is... Very true...
Guys, m praying for u... i cant give u a job...but i can at least try finding one... We all are with u...

m really forced to change the letter rhyme i studied when i was in nursery classes...according to our current IT trendz...

A for Analysis...
B for Build...
C for Code...
D for Decision...
E for Estimate...
F for Framework...
...
...
L for Lay-off!


Monday, August 10, 2009

mY nOt-fReAkIn bIrThDaY... :D

UPDATES:
i got some gifts from my frnds..which makes this day one f the most memorable day... ;)

i got 2 Archies Cards, One Fancy Cup, a (ultra) small book of Archies and a small toy as gufts...n yea i forgot i got a Dolphin also... :D
THANKS TO SANGEETHA n SUBBU... i really dint expect this...n Sang, i wont hate u for any reason okay... i dono abt Subbu... khe khe khe...

Anjana wished me too... ;)


it was a very big surprise for me to see my cubicle decorated with baloons n toffees...i really thot nobody would care for my bday... i had gone for lunch and the by the time i came back, it was full of baloons and toffees everywhr around...

It shud be the idea of Kashifa n Anjana... :) Thanks guys... But m angry with u..Anjana for not wishin me YET! thanks to Vijay for leavin me a note here on my desk and Thanks to Santha for blowing the baloons.. ;)

i really m thankful for makin this birthday a very good one.. :) i dint expect this way when i was writin the previous post...but glad to hav this turned out this way! m really happy for havin talked to her too... Thanks to u too...

i gotta go now... gonna get sweets for my frnds... :)

Once again Thanks guys... Love ya... :)

Sunday, August 9, 2009

mY fReAkIn bIrThDaY...


this is the only fuckin bday i eva had in my fuckin life... :|

m not happy at al...except tat i got a new mobile, Nokia E71.. :|


i wish...
if Ninu had wished me on my bday...
if Keechu had wished me on my bday...
if rofin had wished me on my bday...
if kittu had wished me on my bday...
if jomon had wished me on my bday...
if Jerry had wished me on my bday...
if Asha had wished me on my bday...
if Amitha had wished me on my bday...
if Ashwini had wished me on my bday...
if Rhea had wished me on my bday...
if Janan had wished me on my bday...
if Vijay had wished me on my bday...
if kashifa had wished me on my bday...
if Anjana had wished me on my bday...
if Sangeetha had wished me on my bday...
if any f my orkut frnds had wished me on my bday...

the list goes on....
But no body did wish me on my bday.... :((

c ya guys...at least u haf fun...
love u all...

Happy 'in B'day! :((

a bOtTle oF bEeR tO rEmEmBeR...

Yesterday my room-mates got 2 bottles f beer. we had also bot' some food to eat..for dinner.
i wanted to hav some but you know, i don drink. i feel like drinkin when i c others drinkin.. ;)

they were drinkin n drinkin... n they had bot' some Whisky also...i dono when they bot' it. Hmm. :| it was really nice to sit with them hearin their jokes.. we suddenly came across somethin in between...

STATUE!

One of my frnd (whoz drunk) suddenly shouted the word...pointin the other guy... n when we say 'Statue' they r not supposed to move except their eyes... Hmm... The rule is somebody gotta touch them, only then they can move... it was really a very nice game we used to play when we were kids... Every1 mite hav played it... But it was really a nostalgic moment when we played statue yesterday... :D

There were other games tooo... Pen fight, label, book cricket, hand cricket, Mercy, Stone Paper Scissors... these were some of them...i don really remember all f them... i used to take the heaviest f al my pens to the class to play pen fight... n if we win we earn lables - name slips... i used to hav 1000s of name slips...faces f different actors.. These were some f the famous games in south india...i dono abt wat north ppl used to play... mite b any f these i gues...tat don really matter, now :P
we really had a very good time... We play this durin intervals... sometimes durin class hours also.. hehe... gone r those days.. :(

i jus wanted u guys to try it. You r grown-up but tat doesn mean tat we gotta stop behavin bein kids... ;) it will be fun... You gotta try it...only then u ll understan wat u really mis in life... the good times u had in life... the best times f life...

So...


STATUE!!!

HiRoShImA...

Prayers for the victims of the Atom Bomb, in Hiroshima...

Friday, August 7, 2009

RiNg a RiNg O' rOsEs... (?_?)

Source: Internet - Wikipedia
Edited by: Anoop ;)



Ring a-ring o' roses
,
A pocketful of posies.
a-tissue!, a-tissue!.
We all fall down.

We all know this rhyme very well. It was very nice to sing this song, kids holdin each other's hands formin a circle n playin soooo happily...but 2day (Aug 7 2009) i came to know abt a story behind this rhyme. i dono if u guys were aware of it... :|
i thot i ll let u know abt this - a blog outa it :|

Yes, i searched abt this in Wikipedia. i dint copy-paste from it though... :P

Great Plague of London!
This was a major out-break of plague in London! This happened during 1663-1664. Records state that deaths in London crept up to 1,000 people per week, then 2,000 people per week and, by September 1665, to 7,000 people per week. The plague allegedly arrived with a merchant carrying a parcel of cloth sent from London, although this is a disputed fact. This almost killed 75% of inhabitants n tat was around 70,000 ppl...

It is said tat the 'ring a ring o' roses' refer to the red swelling, symptom f bein affected.

'pocketful of posies' refered to the flowers ppl used to carry in their pockets to safe-guard themselves from Plague. They thought tat the flowers which had pleasant smell would keep the infected air away..

'a-tissue' (some versions also say it was 'achoo' - which referred to sneezing) last coughin of the ppl affected by plague...

'We all fall down' refers to the ppl who died! Falling down of those who were affected...

Still we feel happy when we see our kids singin this song... isnt it? But hav u eva thot f such a terrible tragedy behind this rhyme????

wHeRe m i gOiN?? -_-*,,|,

Today is August 8 2009. It’s my birthday on August 10th. I’m gonna be 25yrs old. But where am I going? What is the purpose of my life? I almost finished 30% of my whole lifetime and I gained nothing.

But my parents acheived somethin... a great son! :D

Should I really be happy? I dono…
This birthday took me one year closer to my death. How can I be happy then?

I got reasons to be happy on my birthday. I’m gonna get a Nokia E71 mobile phone… Yay Yay…

Happy or sad, dead or alive…I don care. Live life king size… *grin*

Thursday, August 6, 2009

i fUcKeD, i gOt fUcKeD...

i ve done a lot many mistakes in my life...but not one like this :| my very first post tells abt one f my mistake i was abt to commit. Gosh! Somethin stopped me from doin it...

2007 12 August... time was around 9 or 10 PM

But ther was no one to stop me the next time... the mistake i could neva eva forget in my life. M payin for it... evryday evry hour, every minute n every second.

i was sittin in my room, door ajar... my cousin brother came n told 'Uncle' is callin...
i was kinda tensed... it is not easy to stay calm when u r bein caught. it was her dad! i started from home. it dint take much time to reach her house. It jus opposite. All it takes is jus to cross the road.

i could see her mom, dad n one f my (fuckin)frnd out there in the sit-out. Uncle was kinda harsh the moment he saw me. He was literally shoutin. He asked me to step inside. He sat in front f me n her mom beside me. He asked me if i loved her, his daughter!

August 12 2007; Around 7PM

i was in my frnd's home talkin very seriously about this problem. i for sure was in deep shit, ugly filthy shit you could eva think of. He asked me to tell her dad abt everythin. i really wanted to. i really dint know somethin was happenin at the background. My frnd, Anoop (his name is also Anoop :D), gave me enough courage to tell her parents abt everythin. i wanted to tell my parents b4 i talk to her dad. My parents dint even care to understan me. They were strictly against the love thingy. But i had lil bit f hope tat i can convince my parents.

August 12 2007; After 10PM - at her home

'NO'... i told her dad.
i was tryin to save her. Cuz she already told her parents that there was no such kinda relationship between me n her. i was jus tryin to save her. i dono watels i can say abt it. Uncle called her in front f me. but she too said the same.
He gave me his last n the final warnin. he was pointin his index finger towards me, right in front f my eyes n he told he will kill me if he eva in his life come to know that we were in love. He was OK for everythin. He jus said 'YOU SHUD BE COURAGE ENOUGH TO TELL THE WORLD WHOM YOU LOVE'...with enough sarcasm in his 'DAD'ly voice...

It was not tat i was afraid f him or i had the fear f me bein killed by him. NO! Nothin tat sorta. We got backstabbed from one of my frnd, whom i thought would neva eva cheat us (tat would be another blog cuz i got tonnes to say abt tat too :D). He cant b blamed though. Cuz i mite hav done wat he did if i was in his position. But even then it was a shock for both me n her.

Just a Word- NO. Biggest mistake in my life. i paid my life for it.

Wormhole

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