Thursday, April 8, 2010

i got fucked at 3 in the mornin.

I'm tensed. My heart is beating so fast that I can feel its pressure on my eyes. I'm not feeling sleepy. I've never prayed to God before the way I did today. All I wanted was to fall asleep. God never listened to my prayers. He never will. He thinks I'm cruel. And so am I.

I'm fucked. I never understood the value of a girl friend till 11.10 PM yesterday. Now I do. Please. I'm not desperate to find a girl friend. Read it again. I understood the value of one.

I wanna write a lot many things but running out of words. I don't know. I don't believe in God. I will never ever pray again. Not in my life.

Now the time is 3. 03 AM. Time to stop this shit. Bye!

3 comments:

சிவன். said...

Yup, Another Blogger from Kochi..!!!
Nooo Worries Maan..!!!
S**t Happens !!!

Aarti said...

Hmmmm:( Though I dont know whats worrying you , still its sad to hear something is disturbing you so much .I hope this pain shall go soon and God answers all your prayer :)

Urvashi said...

Hey...what happened..???

Have faith.. Things would be fine..!!

Take care Anoop.. :)

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