and happily ever after.

Hari still remember Veena once said that she will call him after marriage and they will be friends-for-ever. Though hari never believed that. If Hari was possessive about her 'friend' and he did not want her to have other friends, how can her 'husband' not be possessive about her?

Hari is accepting the fact that 'people change'. Girls especially...after marriage. Its not their fault. Its natural. They cant help it. Even their 'name' changes. khe khe khe...

this is what she wrote for me.

Unniii......he is my bessst bessst frnd...as evryone says he's so loving,caring....yea ofcos he is good at scratching too...hehe...we r the very best frnds n u cant find an othr copy of us nywr in this universe......we r simply unique.....yeah our fight is our identity..thr is no such day that we don fgt....n at that time u can see the worst part of unni.....oh no...i cant think of it....but i love him sooooooooo much.....than anything......n unniiiiiiiiii u r my besssst frnd....n we are togethr in our every heart beats.....

n to say abt his crazes....he is crazy of tt, sudoku, mindseeker, blogging, chatting,now reading tooo,..n it goes on....but these all his periodical crazes....hehee.... if i strt writing abt him ,i cant stop....but lemme stop for now.....rest i'll tell u in person...

Missing u alwaz...love you loaaadssssss.........

PS: This is her testimonial for me. And BTW, 'Unni' is my pet name.

my third testimonial for her.

Hmm..she s my best frnd and this is my 3rd testi for her. i m not satisfied by the limit they provide us to write the testi..especially when it comes to her. i jus run outa words. She is the best and she is all i have. You wont find a more loving and caring gal anywhere on the planet. i'm sure abt it.

Di...ithrem mathiyo? ineem parayano?? hehehe...love u lots di...really more than i hav done yet...n will continue doing. mis u a tonne. n i was wondering how many testis wil orkut support for if i start writing testi wheneva i miss u....hehehe..
love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

PS: I miss you...

my first testimonial...for her.

Hmm... She is my best friend n am her best friend. i dono wat else to write about her..i hav been thinkin f writin s testimonial for her for quite sometime... :D i m glad tat got an opportunity now.. As i said b4, she s my bestest frnd n m her bestestest frnd too.. :D
we fight al the time n tats our identity... hehehe..

she means so much to me... she s sooo caring, sooo lovely, soooo cute, soooooo beautiful (gal on the planet) n m so proud to hav her in my life.. WE ARE BEST-FRIENDS-REDEFINED! We are unique and no frnds on the planet wud be like the way we are..

one day when i showed her foto to one f my frnd, she said 'hey she looks like an angel' she was absolutely wrong. i corrected her.. she IS an angel... lil angel!

love u really lots di... tonnes n tonnes n tonnes...

PS: My first testimonial I wrote for her in Orkut! This testimonial don't deserve there anymore!

happy birthday email...on April 1st.

It was not too tough for me to remember that email which I received 8 years back for it just had 'Happy Birthday to you on April 1st'. I was kind of shocked to read that email. I had just sent her a blank email on March 31st. She was actually my friend's girl friend ;)

I dont want to get into the story part of it. I just wanted to refresh my memories about her. She was once my very best friend. She got married and our friendship ended just like that. Our friendship would have turned 8 years old if she were with me now. Hmmm...

PS: This 'New Editor' sucks!

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Thursday, March 18, 2010

Just to keep this day, March 18 2010, in my mind for it was a beautiful day. After waiting for more than a month, I got a gift from my best friend. I dint get kissed though (as the picture suggests). But it was as precious as a 'kiss'.

not friendship. not love.

We are the 'bestest' friends you can ever find on the planet. I fall in love with you every now and then. But then, when I fight for silly reasons, I think I can never love you the way I did before. Again, when its all over, I used to wonder if I can, ever, be angry on you.

Our relationship is beyond words. Like I said, you cant find the word 'bestest' in a dictionary.

PS: I...I don't know.

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yours forever, hopefully.

My bestest friend is gonna get married. I was just thinking how I'm gonna survive without talking to her. I have heard girls change after marriage. I hope it wont be the case with my friend. But sometimes I get so jealous over the one who is gonna marry her. I don't know. I don't want her to love someone else. I know its of no use saying. I know one day I will be out of her mind. She will start loving her husband. I dint mean to say that she will forget me, but eventually the 'love-factor' will degrade.

So, before she stops loving me, let me stop it. I wont call or message her after her marriage. Perhaps she will miss me. Let her. I'm gonna miss her too anyway.

I'm wondering how many people would be there in this world like me. But nobody can help it.

PS: I dint mean to say that people will lose their best friends after marriage. There are exceptional cases also. I just fear that I may lose her after her marriage. Its well and good if I dint. But what if i do lose her? It may take the breath out of me. I'm sure gals wouldn't need their best-friend after marriage like the way they needed him/her before marriage. This post maybe the biggest blunder I have ever written in my blog. I'm sorry. I just wanted to write this down somewhere.

i'm like what i used to be.

I dont know how to make you understand. I'm not bored of anything as you think. I have my own reasons for my anger, just like you do. And just to remind you, I might be the first person on the planet waiting for the Valentine's gift even when February 14 2010 became history.

I haven't changed. Its just that you cant accept the way I'm.

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One year closer to death, I'm.

One more year passed. I was hoping to start the year with some good news. But as usual, all i heard was bad news. I used to think why this is happening to me alone. When I take a closer look, I feel everyone is suffering in one way or the other.

I desperately want some things to happen in life. Total re-arrangement. I heard its my good-old-friend's marriage, hopefully by the end of this month or beginning of next month. Wish you all success for that, if you are reading this. :) Always keep in mind that only good things happen to good people.

I'm praying most of the time nowadays. My heart is beating twice as speed as it was before. It may sound lame, but its not. Let me see if God can do what people cant. I cant believe i was a strong de-promoter of God before. Now I completely depend on him. No one else can help me. All I need is a miracle. Please!

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paradox, that is.

You love me but you cant marry me. You love me but you cant come with me. You love me but you cant live with me. You love me but you cant guarantee that we will remain friends lifelong.

And you say you wanna see me happy all day everyday?

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i LoVe taLKinG tO yOu...

Lets say you are about to do something. Something which will give you immense happiness. Would you think of the price tag that comes along with it, if you know you can afford it? Hmm...there can be people who might think. But i dont.

I dont mind paying my whole salary as my telephone bill when i'm talkin to you, owner of the sweetest voice on the planet.

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aNd i'M aLoNe...

i had no best friends, much less friends, when i was born. i think i would have had my first friend when i was 4 years old. i got you as my friend when i was 19 years old. I had friends and name-sake-best-friends until i met you.

then i met you.

n now its time for us to stop.

i wont blame you or me or anyone. this is the way its happenin, since years. i wont be sad. i will live the way i lived those 15 years, years u weren't with me.

After all, i have to die alone. Everyone we meet in between is just an illusion. Its there, but yet its not there.

55 fiCTioN #6

55 Fiction is a form of micro-fiction that refers to the works of fiction limited to a maximum of fifty-five words.

DOUBT

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'i need divorce' she said
'But why?' he said
'You doubt me as if i hav an affair with my best frnd.'
'i did, but not now. he is a very good person.'

later, she msged her friend
'Hey, lucky we! he has got no doubts on us...mwaah!'
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PS: His wife is good or bad? What you think? ;)

i'M hApPy...

[Pre-Script: inspired by a true story! khe khe khe...BTW, You may come across some Malayalam words. But don worry i hav given their translations also, in 'brackets']

I had a friend, Ritesh, who used to stay with his uncle then. His uncle was a drunkard. There was no time we could see him on two-legs. khe khe khe...

On a weekend, we wanted to call Ritesh at night and dialed his number. Unfortunately he was not available but his uncle answered the phone. for obvious reason, he was 'drunk'!
'HAALLLOOO' Uncle shouted!
'Hello, Can i talk to Ritesh' my friend said, havin no choice
'Aaraa?' he said in Malayalam. ('Aara' means 'Who')
'Njan Happy-ya' he said. (I'm Happy)
'Ritesh evide illaa. pinne vilikkuu..okaaayy' he cut the call having said that. (Ritesh is not here. Call later)

The next day morning, luckily when the uncle was on his 'two legs', he vaguely remembered somebody had called yesterday.
'Ritesh, ninakku ariyuo?' he mumbled. (You know what?)
'Innale aaro enne vilichu. Enittu parayuva avan Happy aanennu. hehehe... athinu avan happy anengil njan enthu venam?' he laughed out loud! (Yesterday someone phoned me n said he is happy. what should i do if he is happy?)

khe khe khe...
Hearing that Ritesh too couldn't stop his laughter. His uncle never knew his friend's 'name' was 'Happy'.

i wAnNa bE wiTH yOu...

I want to hold your hands and walk a mile
dont wanna miss you, even a while

My life is so beautful cuz
dear, its you...my life...

Hug me for my worries to die
my tears to dry n
my loneliness to fly...

it hurts me to know
how i sometimes can be little selfish
when it comes to u...

i'm gettin sentimental over you
for god sake explain me why al these...

I miss you every moment of the day
i keep me awake jus to listen to u
i keep me empty jus for u to fill
i keep me alive jus to see u...

My mornings miss u
my evenings seeks u
where were u all these years
y u werent there to wipe my tears...

Fear of future is worse than pain of the past
still i bother the least cuz u r there...

even seconds r too long to miss u
i want to hold ur hands n walk a mile
dont wanna miss u, even a while...

aRe aLL bOyS LiKe tHiS..? :((

He struggles to find a girl-friend (read lover)
then he struggles to get closer to her
he struggles to get more closer to her...you know what i mean? ;)
they get possessive
they fight
he gets fed up of the relationship
they ditch each other! (mostly gals do it first :P)

then he realizes how important she was, in his life :((

PS: This is another version of my 'Are All Girls Like This' sequel in my other blog.

mY rEcEnT fiNDinG..kHe kHe kHe... :D

friends who have neva felt getting married to each other are neva best friends, no matter what!

PS: Ofcoz, i meant a boy and a gal :P unless they are, you know, ahem ahem... :D

bEsT-fRiEnDs-ReDeFiNeD <3

i hit, she hugs
i decide, she obeys
she decides, i obey
i love, she love
i miss, she miss
i cry, she cries
i shout, she smiles,
she smiles, i angry
i kiss, she kiss
i hug, she slaps
i slap, she stamps

i friend, she friend
we are best-friends-redefined! :D

i cAn uNdErStAnD...

dont say u feel sorry for wat u did, dont say u love me the way u did before, dont say u r my friend jus the way u were before...Cuz u r bad at acting!